Wednesday, November 30, 2016

primary program

i was so proud of the primary kids.  they really did a great job with the program, although i truly believe i got the very most out of the program.  i thought about it so much over the past few months.  i feel a need to help the kids know how to liken the principle to their lives.  i was so excited with the christmas challenge the church put out and all the amazing videos of service they can do to be like the Savior.  Christ did it, and so can you!  What a great message!!!  my heart was touched by my primary kids' experiences they shared.  
we have over 150 kids in our primary so we did our program a little differently, with more talks and less speaking parts.  one girl shared this:  "The church hymn Do What Is Right teaches us “Do what is right; let the consequence follow”.  And my favorite part in that song is “do what is right; be  faithful and fearless… blessings await you in doing what’s right”. And that is what I believe in." 
what a great message!  i have been feeling that a lot lately and want to be faithful and fearless and then notice the blessings that come.  they come if we do our part.

i love my calling and feel it is an amazing opportunity to work with the children in my ward.


Primary Program

Anna:  The theme in primary this year is, “I Know the Scriptures are True’.  Please raise your hand to answer these questions. 
Who here can play the piano?
Who’s ever heard the piano being played?
Who has tried to play the piano, but it didn’t work out? 


Sometimes we think it’s going be easy, but it’s harder than we think. I’m learning to play the piano, but    it’s been hard for me to learn. You can’t go to one lesson and be able to play. You have to go to lessons for years. 
Who reads the scriptures as a family?
Who reads the scriptures by themselves?
Who has ever heard the scriptures being read? 

The scriptures are hard to understand. And it can be hard to get a testimony of the scriptures. How do you know they’re true? You open them, read, study and pray. You can’t read one verse and know they are true. You have to practice everyday like you practice the piano. The more you practice the better you get at understanding the scriptures just like it gets easier to play the piano. Don’t feel bad if you don’t get it right at first you just have to keep trying. 
I read the scriptures with my family and it is getting easier for me to understand, but sometimes it is still confusing. I know that if i just keep working my testimony will grow and the lessons I learn in the scriptures will help me. 
SONG: IF I LISTEN WITH MY HEART  

Adalena: The scriptures are the word of God.  

Richie: In the Book of Mormon, the prophet Nephi says that we need to feast upon the words of Christ.  What does the word feast mean anyway?  It is a lot of food that makes you feel good and satisfied.  
The opposite of a feast, is a little nibble or snack. 

Heavenly Father wants us to feast on the words of Christ, instead of just having a little snack on the words of Christ, because that is how our spirits will feel good, and satisfied.  
When we feast on Jesus’ words, he tells us in the scriptures that there is a reward for us, which is that the words of Christ will tell us what to do.  So if we have a problem, we can feast on the words of Christ, and then we will have help to know what to do.  

I am so glad that Jesus has told us a really good way to get help from him, which is by feasting on his words.  

Sophia: We can see, smell, touch, and hear the scriptures, but to gain a testimony of them we need to receive a witness through the Spirit that they are true by studying them, thinking about them, and praying to feel the Holy Ghost testify they are true.

SONG:  SEARCH, PONDER AND PRAY (special musical number- group)
Rebecca, Nathan, Dax, Drew

Eve: One of my favorite times of the day is evening.  My dad comes home, and we read books, watch Studio C, and have family scripture study. My dad reads out loud to us and then asks us questions about what we read. We just finished reading the story of Ammon. I enjoyed the story because of the great examples in it. The king and queen show faith by listening and believing what Ammon teaches them. Abish, the queen’s servant, who had stayed faithful for a long time, bore her testimony to the whole kingdom. Doing this she shows great bravery. Ammon shows courage and faith by going on a mission to the Lamanites and serving and teaching the king and queen. For family home evening a few weeks ago my family acted this story out. Not only was it hilarious, but it helped bring this story to life. I am so grateful for the scriptures and the chance to study them at home with my family.

Garrett: Have you ever wondered…who am I?  Why am I here?  Where did I come from?  What will happen to me after I die?   We know the answers to these questions because the scriptures teach of Heavenly Father’s plan.

Kate:  Before we were born, we lived with our Father in Heaven. He loves us and wants us to achieve eternal happiness. To enable us to become like Him, our Father in Heaven prepared a plan. We chose to follow this plan, which gave us the opportunity to come to earth and receive a body. This life is a time of testing to see if we will walk by faith and keep His commandments so that we can return to live with Him again for eternity.

Heavenly Father knew the way home wouldn’t always be easy. Our earthly lives are full of challenges and decisions. He gave us many gifts to help us on our journey back home:
First, he gave us families. The Family, A Proclamation to the world teaches us that:
The family is central to the Creator’s plan for the eternal destiny of His children.  When we are baptized, we receive the Holy Ghost. This is another gift from Heavenly Father. The Holy Ghost can be our constant companion. When we follow its gentle direction it will lead us on the strait and narrow path back to Heavenly Father.
Heavenly Father also gave us temples, prayer, scripture, prophets, and much more.  The best gift we have ever received is the gift of the Atonement. Heavenly Father sent His Son, our Savior, Jesus Christ, to overcome death and to atone for our sins. Because of his sacrifice, when we make mistakes we can be forgiven.  I always want to choose the right so that someday I can be with Heavenly Father and my family for Eternity.

SONG:  I WILL FOLLOW GOD’S PLAN FOR ME

Braxton: Heavenly Father’s plan gives us freedom to choose right or wrong. Good choices lead to freedom and happiness, while bad choices lead us to captivity and unhappiness.  I know God created the earth for me and I can be like Him and create good things for myself, by doing what is right.

Lucy:  I have been asked to talk about a time when I chose the right. I am going to share something that happens to me a lot.  I have 4 sisters. We play well but we also argue sometimes. When I get a good idea to build a fort or something my sisters and I build it together. We all have different ways to build it and sometimes I don’t agree with them.  I start to get mad but then I think about how I would feel if someone got mad at me and decide to explain my idea nicely and listen to their ideas.  It makes me feel good. At school we also have to make good choices. Sometimes we get peer pressured into doing something that is not right. If you have friends who peer pressure you then they might not be the best friends to hang out with or it might be an opportunity to be a good example to them. It is important to pick your friends wisely. The church hymn Do What Is Right teaches us “Do what is right; let the consequence follow”.  And my favorite part in that song is “do what is right; be  faithful and fearless… blessings await you in doing what’s right”. And that is what I believe in. 

Ben:   When Heavenly Father has a message his people need to hear, He speaks through prophets.  There is safety in following the prophet.  In the scriptures we read about ancient prophets.  Moses was a special prophet of the Old Testament who taught us about how to find safety.  He led the Children of Israel through many challenges.  One time, the Lord sent down fiery, flying serpents.  Moses was taught by the Lord that those who were bitten by the serpents could be healed if they would do one simple thing.  They were supposed to look at a serpent that Moses raised up on a staff.   Some of the people were obedient, but many died because they thought that Lord’s directions were too simple.  
We receive direction from Heavenly Father through prophets today.  Many of the things that will bring us safety and protection are simple directions from the Lord, like reading scriptures and saying our prayers every day.  We need to remember to follow the simple things… they will keep us safe.  

EVERYONE: “What I the Lord have spoken, I have spoken, … whether by mine own voice or by the voice of my servants, it is the same.”
SONG: Stand for the Right

Adalynn: The prophet today is Thomas S. Monson.  Last month in General Conference, we had the chance to listen to him.  
He testified of the great gift which is our Father’s plan for us. It is the one perfect path to peace and happiness.
President Monson speaks for Heavenly Father.  If we follow this counsel we will be safe, blessed, and even healed just like the people that listened to the prophet, Moses.
EVERYONE: We believe that through the Atonement of Christ, all mankind may be saved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel.

Sam:  Jesus was chosen to be our Savior. He was chosen in Heaven when Heavenly Father presented the beautiful plan. I'm grateful Jesus came to earth and made it possible for me to repent and be resurrected. He did this by overcoming sin and death. Those are some pretty hard things to overcome!  With his help, I can be like Him and overcome hard things in my life. Something hard I've overcome is having open heart surgery. It was really scary. I knew that I could've died. I also had to trust doctors I didn't even know. I was sad I had to miss school and I was worried that I'd be in a lot of pain. Thankfully, I was blessed and helped by Jesus and so were the doctors.

SONG:  I Lived in Heaven

Alexis: When Jesus was on the earth, he loved everyone and always served others.  Even when Jesus was suffering on the cross, he noticed those around him and served and loved them.  He forgave the people hurting him, He talked to the thieves next to him, and He made sure His mom was taken care of.  I know that Jesus was the perfect example for me and even if I am having a bad day, I can look around and see who I can love and serve. One time that I have tried to help someone else was last year.  A girl moved into my class from Mexico and she only spoke Spanish. My friend and I became her friend and tried to learn Spanish to talk to her. It was fun to play with her even though we couldn’t communicate very well.

SONG:  I’m Trying to be like Jesus 1st verse (solo)-Sadie 

Keegan: After Jesus Christ died, the people became wicked and His gospel and priesthood were taken from the earth. This was called the Apostasy, and the people were in spiritual darkness—like having their eyes closed spiritually—until Jesus restored His Church through the prophet Joseph Smith.  When Joseph Smith was 14 years old, he had a question. He didn’t know which church to join. To find the answer to his question he read the scriptures.

EVERYONE: “If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.” -James 1:5

Chase: Joseph Smith decided to have faith and try this, so he went into a grove of trees and prayed.  His prayer and His question was answered.
This is what he wrote about the experience in his journal:  “I saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air. One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other—“This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!” 

SONG: Praise to the Man

Jacob: The gospel is restored to the earth!  People don’t have to be in spiritual darkness anymore.  If we live the principles and ordinances of the gospel, we can live with God again.

EVERYONE: “We believe that the first principles and ordinances of the Gospel are: first, Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, Repentance; third, Baptism by immersion for the remission of sins; fourth, Laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost.” 

Cade: The very first principle of the gospel is faith.  My faith in Jesus Christ is like a seed. It can grow if I nurture it. I can help my faith grow by praying to Heavenly Father, reading my scriptures, and attending church.  When I do these things, I gain a greater love and trust in Jesus Christ.  This will help me keep His commandments, even when it’s hard.

SONG: I’ll Stand Tall  (girl verse, boy verse)

Emily: Repentance is the 2nd principle of the gospel.  Repentance brings forgiveness and is a gift Heavenly Father has given to us to help us return to his presence.

There was a girl who got a sliver in her finger.  Her dad took some tweezers, cleaned it, and gently pulled the sliver out.  Even though her dad was gentle, it hurt to have the sliver removed.  The next time she got a sliver, she remembered how much it hurt to have it taken out and decided not to tell anyone.  After a few days, her finger became infected.  It hurt so much that she wanted the sliver removed no matter what.  Her dad gently removed it and her finger began to heal.

When we do something wrong, it always hurts us and it often hurts others.  We may think the hurt will go away if we ignore it, but left alone, the wrong will continue to hurt us and make us sad.

Heavenly Father love us.  He wants us to be happy.  He sent his Son, Jesus Christ to make it possible for us to repent.  Through His Atonement, Jesus paid the price for our sins so that we can repent and be forgiven.

Repentance is a way of removing and healing from a sin that hurts us spiritually. The first thing we need to do is realize that we have done something wrong.  Next we feel sorry and then ask for forgiveness from Heavenly Father and those we have hurt.  After we have done all that we can to repent, because of Christ’s Atonement, Heavenly Father will forgive us.  Repentance makes us happier and we begin to heal just like after taking away a sliver.  I am grateful I can repent and be forgiven when I do things wrong.

Corbin:  The first ordinance of the Gospel is baptism.  I was excited this summer to get baptized when I turned 8 years old.  We had some conflicts with the date of my baptism so I wasn’t sure when it would be.  I didn’t want to wait so my family and I decided to pray and show faith that we could get everything to work out and that my family and grandparents could all be there.  

In the end things did work out.  I could feel that Heavenly Father wanted me to be baptized, just like he does for all of us. I know he answered my family’s prayers because it is so important to get baptized.  I prepared for my baptismal day by learning about the things Jesus has done for me.  I want to follow Him and keep His commandments. I am grateful for my baptism and for the love Heavenly Father has for me.

Hailey:  When I was baptized I covenanted or promised to bear other people’s burdens.  What does this mean?
It means strengthening people when they are hurting or in need.  It also means when someone is unkind to me, I bear their burden by responding with love and mercy. 
One day at school I was looking for someone to play with at recess. I saw a bunch of girls in my class and went up to them and asked them what they were playing and if I could play with them. They started laughing and ran away from me. This made me very sad.  The next day at school I saw a few of them and even though I was still sad and scared to talk to them, I did, and I was still nice and kind.  
Jesus Christ was hurt by our sins and burdens.  He responds to us with love.  This isn’t easy to do, but when I do this I am being like Jesus and I can have the Holy Ghost with me, strengthening me, and I can feel loved and happy. 

Dash:  When I was baptized I made a covenant to always remember Jesus and to comfort those in need of comfort. When my mom was pregnant with my baby brother she was very sick in bed for many months. I would often sneak away to go up to her room to lay with her and I would always bring her food. She always felt comforted when I would come.
When I comfort others, I am remembering Jesus and keeping my part of the promise I made at baptism. I know God will keep His part of the promise and I will always have His spirit to be with me. When I helped my Mom, I felt happy and love for her... I know I was feeling the Spirit.
Grace:  Sacred ordinances and covenants are also available in Holy temples.  They make it possible for you and me to return to the presence of God and for families to be united for eternity.  I am so grateful that I could go to the temple with Levi and Layla when they were sealed to our family.  I know that the priesthood of God is real and that through God's power we will be together forever.  
I remember sitting on the front row at Layla's sealing, dressed in white and watching my parents kneel at the alter with Layla.  I remember feeling the Holy Ghost so strong and feeling so close to my Heavenly Father.  Going to the temple with my family helped me realize that I want to live my life to be worthy to be married in the temple, so that I can always feel close to my Heavenly Father.

Truman: The temple is the house of God.
SONG: I Love to See the Temple (activity day girl small group)
Elle:   Have you ever seen a temple at night time?  Sometimes I feel nervous when we drive in the car late at night, but almost everywhere we drive I know I can see a temple lit up on the hillside. When I see the temple it helps me feel calm and safe. As if Heavenly Father is riding in the car with me.

Temples light up the darkness around them. In 1 Corinthians 3:16-17  it says, “Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the spirit of God dwelleth in you?...The temple of God is holy, which temple ye are” I can also light up a darkening world and make a difference to those around me. I can choose to keep my mind and body clean by dressing modestly, reading, watching, and listening to wholesome things, and living the word of wisdom. Temples are a place where the spirit of God dwells. When I do these things, the spirit of God is with me.
SONG: The Lord Gave Me a Temple 
Ella:   My family likes to go hiking.  When I go hiking and I need to know which way to go, I can look for a pile of small rocks called cairns.  These rocks are trail markers.  They show me the right way.  Just like these rocks direct my path when I am hiking, God gave me the scriptures to guide me in this life. They teach me about Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father’s plan of Happiness.  We have had a great year in primary learning from the scriptures.  They are true.  When I follow their teachings, I am happier and I feel God’s love for me. 
In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
CLOSING SONG:  I Know that My Savior Loves Me  (cello- Isaac)












halloween 2016

sadie came home from college to help vivian get ready for the big night.  
miss america never looked so good!  
sadie took viv trick or treating while i stayed back at the house to pass out candy and make hot chocolate for kai's crew of friends that needed a break before heading out for round two.  so much fun!  i seem to never be able to keep track of max.  he roams, always socializing and helping people, with a big smile on his face.   

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

giving thanks

i ran into my sacrament meeting talk on gratitude.  i read it on thanksgiving and it was a great reminder of some of the things i learned and felt about gratitude over the last couple years.  i especially needed to remember that gratitude is really a sign of faith.  sometimes it takes a lot of faith that God really is in charge and has a plan for me and hears my prayers, to hush fears and feel grateful.

we had a good thanksgiving with dave's family.  his mom and sisters had prepared a beautiful meal.  we belong to good families.  i especially enjoyed making pies with sadie and kai the night before.  it started snowing outside and it felt so holiday-ish.  i love this family of mine.


MY TALK 

I was asked to speak about one of the October topics from the youth’s Come Follow Me curriculum: 
WHY IS IT IMPORTANT TO BE GRATEFUL?  I am pretty sure the youth have had this lesson because I have noticed the youth in my family saying thank you to me a lot lately.  I have even dropped Abe off at a friend’s house and had him come back to the car and tell me thanks.  I don’t want to say I’m shocked, but it does surprise me and every time, it feels good. I’m sure this is how Heavenly Father feels when we return to say thanks.

Quote: President Faust said:
A grateful heart is a beginning of greatness. It is an expression of humility. It is a foundation for the development of such virtues as prayer, faith, courage, contentment, happiness, love, and well-being.
But there is a truism associated with all types of human strength: “Use it or lose it.” When not used, muscles weaken, skills deteriorate, and faith disappears. President Thomas S. Monson stated: “Think to thank. In these three words are the finest capsule course for a happy marriage, a formula for enduring friendship, and a pattern for personal happiness.” (Pathways to Perfection, Salt Lake City: Deseret Book Co., 1973, p. 254.) Said the Lord, “And he who receiveth all things with thankfulness shall be made glorious; and the things of this earth shall be added unto him, even an hundred fold, yea, more.” (D&C 78:19.)

thoughts about the quote 

bubble gum experiment:  When we were moving from Flagstaff, my kids were old enough to really feel this move.  They were so sad.  As we drove out of our driveway, i handed them each a piece of bubble gum and told them they could cry their eyes out and feel sorry for themselves until the flavor of the gum was gone, then we were going to switch our thinking and count all the good things we could think of about this move.
It didn’t take long before we were laughing and remembering all the opportunities and experiences and even decided we were grateful that we felt sad to be leaving because that meant we had a wonderful three years with so many good friends in Flagstaff.

President Monson said:  We can lift ourselves and others as well when we refuse to remain in the realm of negative thought and cultivate within our hearts and attitude of gratitude…The grateful man sees so much in the world to be thankful for and with him the good outweighs the evil, love overpowers jealousy, and light drives darkness out of his life.

As my family made a mental shift to focusing on the positive, we felt happier and hopeful.
Gratitude is a choice.

Quote #1: President Uchtdorf
Everyone’s situation is different, and the details of each life are unique. Nevertheless, I have learned that there is something that would take away the bitterness that may come into our lives. There is one thing we can do to make life sweeter, more joyful, even glorious.
We can be grateful!
It might sound contrary to the wisdom of the world to suggest that one who is burdened with sorrow should give thanks to God. But those who set aside the bottle of bitterness and lift instead the goblet of gratitude can find a purifying drink of healing, peace, and understanding.
As disciples of Christ, we are commanded to “thank the Lord [our] God in all things,”1 to “sing unto the Lord with thanksgiving,”2 and to “let [our] heart be full of thanks unto God.”3
Why does God command us to be grateful?
All of His commandments are given to make blessings available to us. Commandments are opportunities to exercise our agency and to receive blessings. Our loving Heavenly Father knows that choosing to develop a spirit of gratitude will bring us true joy and great happiness.
Being Grateful for Things
But some might say, “What do I have to be grateful for when my world is falling apart?”
Perhaps focusing on what we are grateful for is the wrong approach. It is difficult to develop a spirit of gratitude if our thankfulness is only proportional to the number of blessings we can count. True, it is important to frequently “count our blessings”—and anyone who has tried this knows there are many—but I don’t believe the Lord expects us to be less thankful in times of trial than in times of abundance and ease. In fact, most of the scriptural references do not speak of gratitude for things but rather suggest an overall spirit or attitude of gratitude.
It is easy to be grateful for things when life seems to be going our way. But what then of those times when what we wish for seems to be far out of reach?
Could I suggest that we see gratitude as a disposition, a way of life that stands independent of our current situation? In other words, I’m suggesting that instead of being thankful for things, we focus on being thankful in our circumstances—whatever they may be.

thoughts about the quote



pondered gratitude this month my thoughts have turned to the experience Jesus had with the ten lepers.

 11 ¶And it came to pass, as he went to Jerusalem, that he passed through the midst of Samaria and Galilee.
 12 And as he entered into a certain village, there met him ten men that were lepers, which stood afar off:
 13 And they lifted up their voices, and said, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.
 14 And when he saw them, he said unto them, Go shew yourselves unto the priests. And it came to pass, that, as they went, they were cleansed.
 15 And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, and with a loud voice glorified God,
 16 And fell down on his face at his feet, giving him thanks: and he was a Samaritan.
 17 And Jesus answering said, Were there not ten cleansed? but where are the nine?
 18 There are not found that returned to give glory to God, save this stranger.
 19 And he said unto him, Arise, go thy way: thy faith hath made thee whole.


three parts of this story that stuck out to me.
first is verse 15…
I think this is the first step to feeling gratitude.  The leper NOTICED GOD’S HAND in his life and then he GLORIFIED GOD because of it.

When dave was in residency…
window story (i was pretty discouraged one day as i took out the trash.  looked over at my car and light was coming through the window.  all i could see were dirty little hand prints all over the window.  I slumped a little more at the thought of one more thing I hadn’t done that day.  Then I looked up and saw what was causing the light to come through the window.  It was the most beautiful sunset.  If I would have only concentrated on the dirty window I would have missed the joy of the sunset.)
It hit me hard, that even amidst dirty windows, I can choose to look up and see the gift God has given me and when I notice and am grateful, I am glorifying Him.

I am convinced the more we notice God’s hand in our lives, and glorify him, the more we will feel of his love for us and feel more glorious in return. (those that return and give thanks will be made glorious)

2nd thing that stuck out to me in experience with the lepers is 
Verse 19 READ
The word “WHOLE” is really interesting to me.  Of course, gratitude helps us feel more content, less critical, replaces fear, basically makes us feel more complete, so “WHOLE” but the word whole in the setting is even more than that.

The Greek word for whole associated with this verse (Luke 27:19) is sojo. which means- to save

President Faust called gratitude a saving principle. 

One time in my life I felt gratitude as a saving principle…
When abe was born, it was the best, easiest delivery. i had a lot of bizarre dreams when I was pregnant, so when he was born and all was well, i kept saying, “oh he’s so cute…over and over.
Dave was in medical school at the time and he had a huge test the next day so I told him to go for the night.  We were all good. Later that evening my tongue started to feel funny.  I noticed but didn’t think much about it and went to bed.  I woke really early the next morning with a numb sensation on the left side of my face.  I was nervous and called dave who came to the hospital.  By the time Dave and the doctor arrived, the left side of my face was drooping and I couldn’t move it at all.  The doctor informed us that I had bells palsy, which commonly happened after delivering a baby.  The immune system kicks in and attacks the damages the facial nerve.  The nerve usually grows back which could take 6-8 weeks and sometimes longer.  I geared up for 6 weeks of a drooping face, but when it turned into months and months, it was really hard and there were moments of real discouragement.  I remember in these moments, holding Abe close to my face and focusing on how grateful I was for a healthy, adorable, happy baby boy.  I got through it by being grateful that it happened to me and not to him.  I believe clinging to the things I was grateful for saved me in many ways and even saved me from despair.  It allowed me to feel happy even when things were difficult.

The 3rd part that I never really understood until recently …the leper returned and gave thanks, but Christ responded THY FAITH hath made thee whole.  I have always wondered about the connection between gratitude and faith that leads to our salvation or us being made whole and saved.

The last few years i have had the opportunity to really ponder this.
President Monson retold this scripture story
In the book of Matthew in the Bible, we have another account of gratitude, this time as an expression from the Savior. As He traveled in the wilderness for three days, more than 4,000 people followed and traveled with Him. He took compassion on them, for they may not have eaten during the entire three days. His disciples, however, questioned, “Whence should we have so much bread in the wilderness, as to fill so great a multitude?” Like many of us, the disciples saw only what was lacking.
“And Jesus saith unto them, How many loaves have ye? And [the disciples] said, Seven, and a few little fishes.
“And [Jesus] commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground.
“And he took the seven loaves and the fishes, and gave thanks, and brake them, and gave to his disciples, and the disciples to the multitude.”
Notice that the Savior gave thanks for what they had—and a miracle followed: “And they did all eat, and were filled: and they took up of the broken meat that was left seven baskets full.” 4

This story has a special place in my heart because two years ago when abe was being life flighted and I was driving myself to primary children’s hospital knowing my son was headed into trauma heart surgery, this is the story that immediately came to my mind.  We had read it as a family that morning for our family scripture reading.  I felt many of your prayers and faith for Abe, mixed with the thought of our conversation that morning-and as I drove to the hospital I had an overwhelming sense of gratitude for Abe overpower me.  Even though I didn’t know what would happen.  It was a gift, it saved me, and I was able to trust God’s plan.
I have pondered that experience the last few months. How did I feel gratitude in that huge moment, while lately I have had trouble feeling gratitude when I have less traumatic worries fill my heart. (I come from a long line of worriers)  I have decided that faith is the answer and what made the difference.  I now realize that having gratitude is really and act of faith.  We trust God more than we trust ourselves. Remembering that I have seen God’s hand in my life and felt his help and I know He will continue to help.

I have learned this last year that allowing myself to let go of fear and feel gratitude shows that I trust GOD.

President Uchtdorf said, “True gratitude is an expression of hope and testimony.  It must have been this kind of testimony that transformed the Savior’s Apostles from fearful, doubting men into fearless, joyful emissaries of the Master.”

He wants to feed us, make us whole, he wants to save us and I believe when we choose to show gratitude we show that we believe he can —we glorify Him.

We all have something we can choose to be grateful for.  I am grateful for the experiences that I have had that have helped me see that it is ok to feel gratitude even during hard times because ultimately that is how I show my complete trust and faith in Heavenly Father and in our Savior Jesus Christ-in whom we can all be grateful.
President Monson said: Let us follow Him.  Let us emulate His example.  Let us obey His words.  By so doing, we give Him the divine gift of gratitude.


In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.